Nostalgic..

Seeing Four
Seeing three
Seeing two
Seeing as one
Nothing special
Portals

Two decades back, Friends Four of us went on a vacation, We took a few photos and in one photo all four of us were standing behind the waterfalls. Today while cleaning I got to see the photos.

Seeing four 
as separate individuals of happiness and surrounded by happiness, an absence of death and a feel of permanence in our eyes. Now I am able to feel, we are unique and how four of us can be on the same platform and our appearance as one on a single photo..

Seeing three, 
Suddenly I was able to come out of the four to feel the other three in their present position and actually one has died in an accident, second one, leading a peaceful life and third one was lost in the process and never knew his whereabouts. But the dead are alive and the lost one’s presence and it is a bliss to remember Now!

Seeing two,
The whole experience is slipping into two as inner and outer. I was able to feel the inner experience and also the outer with them on that day. The division is not a division, I am experiencing a door, something entering in and going out at the same time.

Seeing one
Now i kept the photo inside my drawer the whole outer and the inner merged into one in memory. An experience of current experiencing altering the previous memory about adding the present position of us, into the previous one and becoming as one like a rain drop falls into the ocean and becomes an ocean. Ocean becoming the drop.

Nothing special.
There is nothing special about the present experience and actually am experiencing only previous experience. It is more like buying food from a 5Star hotel and eating in my dining room. We feel special in the present moment because the nostalgic triggers our familiarities with our familiar in our memory of such an incident.

Portals
I went out and sat in the garden chair, ruminating the experience. It is like a door of entry as well as an exit. I went inside to come out and I came out to enter inside. 
I went inside the picture to experience the moment and can’t stay for long, I want to exit as soon as,,,
I came out of myself to enter one with the whole to connect with the dead and also lost one..

This is the experience, you all are experiencing the experience of your old friends group photos..
May be,
Am exaggerating!!!